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Another Story of Beginnings and Endings

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We each have our own journeys in our lives. Some beginnings and endings are unavoidable or, let’s say that it’s the way of life. Remember starting your first day at preschool to graduating elementary school? Then you will start another level of education again.    Maybe, I am not alone when I say that I used to be scared when starting new in my life alone. I can still remember when I was accepted to be an apprentice in a manufacturing company a few months after I finished college. It is the first time when I am all by myself. When I started, I always cry at night, and I always woke up feeling down like something is missing. Still, I guess that was me being homesick and new to the environment as well as being with new people I am not familiar with. It makes me smile, looking back on those moments.     Another Story of Beginnings and Endings    One of the great things about being away alone is meeting various kinds of people. I am naturally a shy person ...

Living Alone During Quarantine and Knowing Myself Again

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 Lockdown in cities started on March 16, 2020, and I started working from home. Compared to going to the office, work from home where I am not forced to wake up early because of my 2-hour commute is more comfortable. I can now get up just before 8 am if I wanted to and eating breakfast while working. I can manage my time in my own way. Also, I don’t feel tired or backache after going home because of around 3 hours commute at night, so now, it is like a treat. That how it turned out with my work, which I am about to lose this end of the month. Living Alone During Quarantine and Knowing Myself Again   Looking Back to the Time Which Contributed to Me Today Now, if it is about me emotionally, I have to say that last year ‘till these early months of this year may have been my worst emotional state. Before the end of 2018, I lost my job and getting my heart broken in 2019. At the start of 2019, I applied for jobs abroad but decided that while waiting for any good result, I m...